I can't help but think that there must have been something that I could have done to stay with D. But really, there wasn't. I was just myself. I guess that's the hardest thing--to know that the first guy I found that I thought I could be myself with rejected me. But....I guess I rejected him first. It's not exactly a surprise that he's over me. What else was he supposed to do? It's been two months. Oh well. I'll get over it.